I’m afraid to get on the scale so I haven’t weighed myself in a while.

I’ll try to do it tomorrow morning if I don’t eat too much salt for dinner to see what I am working with here.



  • Coffee w/ creamer
  • A small bowl of taco soup with some shredded cheese on it
  • Broccoli with ma po style tofu
  • Mixed nuts
  • Fruit salad (berries & melons)
  • Small portion of leftover thai food


I think I ate way too much today. Shit. Gonna work out fuck tons tomorrow (promising myself).


My husband and I took our three dogs on a walk around our neighborhood. It was about 2.8 mile) which, because it is quite hilly, my Fitbit tells me counted as 20 flights of stairs & 44 minutes of cardio. Yes… I am so out of shape that walking registers as cardio on my fitbit lmao.

The dogs are all exhausted right now & so are we. We walked by a cemetery but I didn’t feel much ghost energy from it. My father died last June so I have a lot of thoughts about spiritualism & ghosts & communicating with the dead right now.


Here is a photo of someone who inspires me. She’s a French-Canadian singer named Beatrice Martin but her band name is Coeur de Pirate (“Pirate Heart” in English) – she’s overcome a lot, is a talented singer & performer & is just so genuine & relatable in her interviews. I find her fascinating.

Sidenote: My hair is naturally the same color as hers. I have been hennaing mine to an auburn color for over 2 years & now I am trying to grow it out to be blonde again. It is an AWKWARD transition. You cannot color over or remove henna – you just have to grow it out – because it can actually start smoking & can REALLY fuck up your hair.

Another Sidenote: Luckily not many people are seeing me right now because of the COVID-19 pandemic & social distancing/self isolation. I keep having the urge to cut some of my hair off myself because salons are closed. Anyway, Beatrice Martin has a lot of tattoos (as do I) & brown eyes (as do I). I’m tempted to try a haircut similar to hers once my blonde has grown in more.


I think I am going to try to do some kind of exercise everyday for a while & see how that works out.

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3 thoughts on “I’m afraid to get on the scale so I haven’t weighed myself in a while.

  1. Walking is such a fab form of exercise! good on you 🙂
    Good luck with your hair. How long will it take you to grow it out?
    my daughter and I had our heads shaved for charity a few years ago! loved the experience, but i’ll never do it again!


    1. I had to get mine basically shaved once because it got so damaged – wish I could say it was for charity. Which charity did you do it for? And a while because it’s quite long – luckily the blonde growing in & the red growing out doesn’t look as disastrous as I thought it would though lol small victories.

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